False Realities

What happens when you wake up? dreams don't last forever, seasons change in the midst of the storm.
Month 1-9 all ever changing amount of time. love living in a lie, false, wrong, everchanging into all the pain of the lies.
If you told me you loved me its all a lie, the littlest thing will drive you away, scared running form any pain that creeps your way.
Never listening to ur own heart but all the words that drift into your ears from the person on the other side of the wall.
Now aloof not even in your dark corner, stagnant but still searching for the light. heartbreak consumes your Heart mind and spirt, and your existance is now nothing but---->
It hurt and i cried, i hurt and it cried, i hurt and i cried, still standing still alive.
You said kant make it, i said "Watch me" smiling at the darkness ive faced and the light i am coming to witness
Dont tell that you care and that you'll be there always when people leave at the drop of a hat,
An apology dosen't even take credit anymore, why even spend time on people and invest in a relationship if people just leave,
Once again that revolving door fleets my soul and it happens all over again, spin, spinning, and revolving all over again,
What happend when you wake up? huh why walk in reality if being awake sucks, sleep or make yourself blind To all that you are forced to witness in the world,
Speak and say what you wana say, somebody will eventually listen to all that fills your heart...
8 faces on a blank stage, lost of script, alone, forced to fight alone and really face that word,
I love it, its what will help climb mountains swim in waterfalls and sing with the stars...
What if life was easy? Would you want to wake up?