Im Sorry

This Poem Is Just An Im Sorry Poem To God. There Are Just Too Many Things That We Do To In Life That Is Unpleasing To God.

Im sorry for looking in the mirror and not seeing what you want me to see,
Im sorry for not guarding my tounge and speaking hurt on all of their lives
Im sorry that I hated her instead of loving them,
Im sorry for having a bitter heart and not showing mercy
Im sorry for tuning you out when you needed me the most,
Im sorry for trying to guard my heart without you,
Im sorry I didn't listen when you told me what to do,
Im sorry for singing pain and suffering and not bringing joy
Im sorry falling and not working hard enough to get back up,
Im sorry for the suicial thoughts that fled my heart day and night, for searching for an early exit,
Im sorry for lying and not listening to my parents,
Im sorry for crying when i should have been laughing,
Im sorry for doubting my abilities and not toughing a soul,
Im sorry for being a pacifist when i should have been fighting,
Im sorry for the things that i am way too embarassed to type
Im Sorry...